Well, its been a while since I have been in this community. I needed place to let lose some of my emotions. I have been being silent for about 3 days about my emotions because I let it known to a couple of friends that I had slipped up and cut and that sometimes I make myself throw up and I got turned in to housing. I am now on "dorm probation" for trying to commit suicide which I did in January, self-injury and other bodily harms which are labeled as "disorderly conduct". I am now at a standstill I don't know who to talk to. I have started back drinking. Last night I was drunk and I did somethings that I don't know who to talk to about it and now that emotion has been added to all of my other silenced emotions and I am confused and I want to cut but I don't want to cut. I need a way to released my emotions but I am not sure what to do....thus the title silenced emotional overflow...
- Current Location:dorm
- Current Mood: numb
- Current Music:12 Stones Running at of Pain